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This journal is to document my first attempt at a 40 day fast. Partially for my spiritual well-being, but mostly to lose weight and to break my hideous cycle of binge and purge that I have greatly suffered from for the past 11 years. There are many things going on in my mind that do not have a home, many thoughts that need to be put to rest, and many buried heartaches that need to be unveiled and dealt with for good. My life has been overshadowed with my dire obsession with food and emptiness and filling a void that has never known how to be full. I am taking a much needed break from the things that distress me most.

Hopefully this wil bring forth a new me. A Stephanie who is strong enough to take on the world with dignity and a self-awareness that I never knew existed within me.


My guidelines are strict, and I will post them in a protected entry tomorrow. I will try my hardest to write in this everyday, and maybe even post photos of the progress and change that may be seen in my body.

If you would like to be a part of this, dont hesitate to ask to add me. I will need all of the support, motivation, and inspiration that I can get.